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This will be the last post about my study abroad, and I apologize about not having finished it sooner but it seems that life back in the US is just as busy as life in Europe. I am also not quite sure how to end such an adventure… and I am in denial about the program actually ending and publishing this post finalizes that my study abroad is officially over. I have written this post in many different places; Florence, Paris, some place over the Atlantic, and now in Chapel Hill. In each place I had a different view about my study abroad experience ranging from ‘going back to the US is only temporary. I’ll be back’ to ‘that was the best time of my life and if I’m ever down while studying I can just think about the crystal blue water of the Mediterranean as inspiration to keep studying, get a good job, and go back’.
The last full day of my study abroad was sadly anticlimactic. I spent the Friday running around Florence packing, saying goodbyes, lugging 100+ pounds of luggage to the train station, cleaning the apartment, all while trying to get a last-minute glimpse of Michelangelo’s David and Botticelli’s masterpieces in the Ufizzi museum. Part of the feckless feeling towards the end stems from the finals. The last day of class we had our final exam, so there was no time to enjoy or reflect upon the experience with my classmates. We each took the exam and left the room when we were finished. My favorite final was for pairing food with wine where each group in the class made a dish (mine was chicken meatballs) and had a giant feast. Even on that last day after exams, the study abroad already seemed so far away since we had no reading or homework to do. Once classes were finished, the purpose of me being in a foreign country was gone and overnight I shifted from a student to a tourist and immediately began to feel guilty. Many of the other students in my program had been craving to go home for a while, though I was keen on traveling and spending more time exploring Europe.
My study abroad officially ended May 14 and on that day I took a train from Florence to Rome where evidently Florence and I had one common idea of wanting me to remain there- my train leaving Florence was over an hour late. Standing in the train station at 6 in the morning with 5 bags waiting for the train got me thinking. I began to reflect upon the amazing experience that I’ve had, and that this was the end of an era from one of the happiest semesters in school. In reminiscing about the study abroad, I broke down in the train station. Ironic that one of my best decisions I have made so far in my college career was to leave the campus and study at another school for five months. I chatted with a woman on the train and had to correct myself from “I am studying abroad in Florence er…I just finished my study abroad in Florence.”
After my study abroad ended I spent two weeks traveling from Rome, back to Florence, and then ending in Paris. When I went back to Florence it was not truly ‘back’ because there were no classes or fellow students. Additionally, I was eating from restaurants rather than making my own food from grocery stores. I frequented a gelateria next to my school where the owner eventually began to know me, and when I went there for my final time and told him, he gave me free gelato. I think it’s the little things that I will miss most. I thought that when I left Florence I would feel as if it was just another weekend trip where at the end I would come back to my apartment. However this was not the case.
In Paris I stayed with a French student who was studying in Paris so I received a true Parisian student experience. This consisted of making meals, going shopping, visiting the schools, hole-in-the-wall restaurants, riding around Paris on the velib (bicycle system where you pay a certain amount and you can get around on any velib bike wherever you want to go, park it, and can pick up any bike anywhere around the city. It’s great!), and picnics in parks. I even got my own personal French tour guide to take me through the districts and tell me the history of Paris, some of which was very fascinating. My French exchange student had a friend who lives in Versailles and gave us a great tour the palace. Versailles was extremely elegant, but also cruelly crowded which meant that throughout the main palace we were shuffled from one room to the next, unable to see anything. Versailles seemed a tad fake, but the sense of grandeur was undeniable and I see why citizens grew upset.
One aspect of French history that I was quick to realize was that they are very passionate about revolutions. On my last night of my study abroad experience, I was taken to a rally organization where students were in the early stages of planning a protest. I was very uncomfortable about this at first because almost every tourist site that I have visited strongly recommends to avoid protests. However, since this was just the preliminary stages of the protest I was not too uncomfortable about it…until I realized what they were opposing. Capitalism. I slowly tried to shrink down, hide my comfortable Nike shoes, and move my arm to cover the label on my shirt while secretly craving a McFlurry.
My final departure from Europe was a struggle- someone cut the power to the track that would take the train to the airport so I scrambled to find a shuttle bus that would take me to the airport. Five months of traveling in Europe were not for nothing and I was trained to plan for complications such as this, so I was still early for my flight leaving Paris. At this point in my trip I was happily anticipating my return to the US. The nine hour flight back to the US was exciting- and the best part was the ‘welcome home’ when I passed through customs. I knew I was back in the US because most of the workers I encountered spoke English as a second language- but each of these individuals were from different backgrounds and had different accents. There was congestion at customs because of new staff training and security did not like my laptop, but I finally made it! I was greeted with: a giant dinosaur skeleton in the Chicago airport. When I landed in Raleigh after almost 15 hours worth of traveling I was finally home and embraced by a huge ear-to-ear grin from my father (whose face I’m sure I was mimicking) and I had only seen via computer for the past 5 months- and it was finally when I got home when I realized how much I had missed it.
Trying to readjust the past couple weeks has been surprisingly easy. It took almost a week for me to stop waking up at 6 AM, but other than that it was fine. I jumped immediately into summer classes, lab work, and volunteering and find little time to actually step back and reflect on my study abroad experiences. I have printed out pictures from my study abroad and it does not feel real. When I explain all of the places that I have visited, people are just as shocked as I am when I begin the list. I feel so fortunate to have received this opportunity and I highly recommend studying abroad to anyone who is even considering it. I have made lasting friendships, memories, and skills. I do not know how to quantify how I have been changed by this experience, but I can definitely explain aspects about Italian life that I have taken with me to the US. I enjoy cooking especially now that I have widened my repertoire to more complex meals. My interest in culture and the arts have increased exponentially, while my ideas of what I really need to have with me has decreased. During my travels, all I needed was money and my passport and I knew I would be OK. I grew comfortable with traveling by myself without even a cell phone in case of emergencies. There are definitely aspects about my study abroad experience that I will miss, the primary being the ability to travel to another country a couple of hours away every weekend and have a completely new experience. I miss the great pizza and pasta of Italy- no pizza or pasta I’ve had since compares. I miss the great shopping, the smell of the leather carts that I passed on the way to class, the colors of thousands of scarves squeezed onto shelves, sunsets glowing along the Arno river, sitting in Palazza Signoria surrounded by statues and watching tourists and natives alike as they danced to music played by street musicians, speaking Italian, having unlimited access to art masterpieces, and taking classes where I get to experience the subject every day- Renaissance.
I am so grateful for the opportunity to study abroad- it made the world a smaller place in so many ways and yet also a bigger place in many ways. I enjoyed every second of the study abroad, even the points when I was running through airports. Thanks to everyone who followed my travels via this, or even if you just read one post (I’m sorry if I scared you away!) and just looked at the pictures. I loved sharing my adventures and I love reading your comments, thanks!